mimpi or realiti~

assalamualaikum...

dear blog,
semenjak ak bgtw ibu psl hasrat aku tuk dirikan masjid,ati nie mmg x menentu...
waktu awal2 dlu rs nk merajuk sbb ape yg diminta di reject mentah2...rs cam luluh jantung..
tp ak pasti jantung ibu abah lg dahsyat nk tercabut...
however,lately my ibu keep talking bout wedding...mayb sbb musim kawen kot..
klu dlu cume ak yg bangkit kan psl tunang nikah sanding n etc la...but now...
ak bkk mate x basuh muka lg pg2 ibu da cerita psl ibu da survey cathering all dat stuff la..
ibu da suh bli doorgift skit2...ye...progressionnye sgt cpt...make me bengong,confuse..
maklumla...mmpi kawen2 nie da slalu bg ak..2 sbb ak ade vision2 sket bj kaler ape,doorgift camne..mgkin ade yg ckp ak gatal la kot...
ibu ckp,klu gatal b4 kawen x pe...bujang mmg sah la gatal...hahahaha
tp perancangan awal 2 kan penting....kt hanya merancang,..Allah yg tentukan...
last week ak ade ckp psl how much budget,n wat type of wedding i want...
ibu ckp,klu da ade budget,taw la ibu nk uruskan...weeeeeeeee!
smlm p mkn steamboat dgn family n ncik pj kat kuang...smlm pown ibu yg ajak ncik pj...
ibu yg ajak ok?bkn i yg suggest...
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ibu mmg psn....all this stuff msti kn lps grad...ibu kte wajib...
so....my aim now grad on the time,dgn jayanye..
semoga semua berjln lncar...semoga sume dipermudahkan..
my bestfren is my family...esp my ibu..
sbb 100% guaranteed ibu x kan tikam blkg n always wif me
no matter how big and how stupid mistake i made....
i love my family very much...
alhamdulillah...syukur Allah sbb Kau kurniakan ak keluarga yg sentiasa bersama ak..


mid sem da nk dkt...br je susun nota td...bkn bc ye...SUSUN...hikhik...
hati skrg tgh berbunga2..
ade tension skit sbb requirement...Kau permudahkan la segala urusan ku ya Allah..
amin......

okla...mau bc oper..mini test lg seminggu..
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~